So, yeah. I started writing Dean with To Vapor and Dusk, and have been watching the show with a religious like zen, only surpassed by the religiosity of my Buffy watching days. I've fallen in hard core love with Dean. He's just...so flawed and perfect and beautiful when he breaks, and even more beautiful when he puts himself back together again.
That said, I've been working on this - the first LONG FIC for SPN. I realize that to many of you, the term LONG FIC refers to multi chaptered pieces that have a plot arc and all that jazz. To me, a long fic is something over 3000 words. I've been working on this one, tweaking it and nurturing it for about two weeks.
I've not found a regular SPN beta, yet, but I'm so open to concrit, it's not funny. You can ask
apreludetoanend. I love concrit, I learn from it, and it freakin' rocks. Anyway. All this jabber here is to put off the inevitable, because I am extremely nervous about posting this. But here goes.
Title: Hold You So We Both Fall Down
Rating: NC-17
Pairing: Sam/Dean
Setting: Future AU, eight years after All Hell Breaks Loose
Disclaimer: the boys belong to Kripke. I don’t make any money off em, dammit.
Warnings: Umm, well, Wincest, graphic sex, spoilers for AHBL 1 and 2
Summary: After 7 years of silence and antagonism between Sam and Dean, the death of a mutual friend brings them back together to face some bitter truths.
Author’s Note: Lake City is a relatively small town in North Florida. Yes, it has snowed there, it’s on record. I figure if it’s done it once, it’ll do it again. Don’t hate me. The fic title comes from the Rob Thomas song
Ever the Same from his self titled album. Lyrics at the bottom of the fic. THIS IS NOT A SONG FIC!
Word Count: 5340
( Hold You So We Both Fall Down )