May 6th, 2008

Chelle Ice

Possible good news, thinky thoughts and thanks!

good news:
I have to schedule an interview for a teaching position at one of the other schools in my district. It's high school english again, in the town I live in, so wish me luck. they want to interview me on Friday, but umm, I'm teaching on Friday. LOL! May have to take the day or maybe half the day....

Thinky thoughts:
I've been blocked! Seriously. I mean, I have an awesome outline for a REALLY BAD ASS SPN gen story. I was going to do it for the bigbang this time around, but umm, with all the other crap in my life, that sort of went by the wayside. *sigh* But I am going to write it, maybe over the summer? As I'm prepping for another year in English? Who knows.

I also really really want to write some SGA. I mean, I've been gorging on SGA fic from [info]sgastoryfinders and I'm craving to write someSGA, but I can't think of any prompt type thingies. I can't get my brain in the gear for it.

They say that writers are always writers. That they think of stories all the time, and I do! I'm always dissecting characters, coming up with ideas and plots and events, but i lack the fortitude for execution. At least while my life is so up in the air as it is right now. So, while I'd like to write the next seminal piece of SGA fiction (coughdelusionsofgrandeurcough), it'll have to wait. *sigh*

On the blocked tangent:
I know i've squeed about this already and have the pictures to prove it, but I did manage to meet Steve Carlson back in April. Wheesh. Nice looking dude. Anyway! What does this actually mean? It means, ladies, that I can't picture him 'with' Chris at all! I mean, AFter meeting him, I just can't see him gettin' all nekky and sweaty and bumpin uglies with Chris anymore. And I have tried. I'm so sad about this! I loved writing them...but he's so nice and sardonic and a little cool that I feel bad about putting him (yes, yes, I REALIZE it's just fictional, but still!) in bed or against a wall or bent over a sofa with Chris. What I do see? Since hearing the songs on the new record? Ohh, he and Chris have 'broken up!' I ask you, what the hell is wrong with me?

So that is the state of me at this point. Feel free to chime in.

Also, several of you sent me hugs and whatall with my last two posts. Thank you. I really needed them, and I so appreciate it, you really have no idea. I suck at replying - OMG BUSY!!! - but I read each of them, and I'm really grateful for your support. *hearts y'all*